he's my edward cullen...

when i first watch twilight, i was on the moon.. thinking if i can get the chance to live in a dream world,  i would love to live in kristen's imaginary world where edward cullen is existed n i'll become the love of his life.. haha..very naive rite.. well, basically he's the dream guy that i really wanna b with..n then, i met him.. he is not as perfect as edward with a muscular abdomen, white teeth, sexy hair, and soft voice... he has many flaws but i love all of the flaws in him... he';s a bit chubby..my kind of guy.. cuddleable..:P he's very nice e/though he's not really romantic but he can be romantic s/times w/out he realizing it.. huhu~~ n at that moment, i'll just smile n look at him.. i never met a guy like him that can make me cry n love him at the same time... m a weeper now as he is really pampering me with his gentleness.. his parents went to my house to meet my parents couple weeks ago. it was really scary as i've never experience this thing b4.. but Alhamdulillah as my dad was really ok with it w/out many questions..  hope, we can get engaged as early as i can be a loyal wife for him.. huhu...love u baby... miss u a lot... nite...